smile , cry ; just live.

Treat me like a princess, but treat me like your hero at the same time. I want to save someone and mean the world to someone.

Never be afraid to hold me, hug me, kiss me or use a simple gesture in public, i love public displays of affection for the simple reason that im not ashamed of my love.

You need to be able to deal with emotion. Not too much, just the normal amount of an angst out, depressed, and self conscious teenage girl.

I’m fat, and I don’t wear makeup besides the occasional black thick eyeliner. maybe some cover up if i get a horrendous zit. Deal with my face. And usually, I’m in t-shirts and jeans or sport shorts. Deal with my looks. They’re me.

And i don’t want to hear I’m beautiful every five minutes. I won’t believe you, and I don’t want you to try and convince me otherwise. I don;t like how I look. I never will. If you like how I look, don’t tell me. I want to see it in your eyes. Sometimes, the truth can be read in a person eyes, not words. I CAN read reactions, eyes, and emotions. I’m not naive.

If you’re my girl

I’d feel comfortable with being your boyish looking, charming lover. I want to treat you like the princess, and make you the happiest girl ever. I want you to be able to run to me for anything. I want to love you, and care for you, and be your knight in shining armor. Please treat me like that. I want to kiss you first, and be the person who protects you from anyone who messes with you, and when some bitch or asshole messes with you, I want to be the one who knocks their teeth out. I want you to look at me and go “femme, or butch, they’re mine. and i love them.” And when I touch you, i want to please you. I like dominating, and I want to make you feel like your nerves are on fire. I want to be the person you can’t live without.

If you’re my boy

I want you to treat me like a princess. Take me out on dates, call me cute, and be able to act yourself around me. I want to hang out with you’re guy friends sometimes, and play video games with you. I want to be able to act myself around you. Yes, that means when I’m cranky or in pain from good old “mother nature” I will complain. I don’t want you to pamper me to no end. Sometimes all I want is to snuggle up, and relax with a movie, or a game. I don’t need fancy movie dates. Yeah, maybe once in a blue moon. But honestly? I just like spending time with you.

Love me like a love story. I have couples that I aspire to be. Here are some examples and reasons:

Ozzy & Sharon - They’re crazy, and in love. Through thick and thin they stuck together. But knew how to have fun, and always make up.

Morticia & Gomez - They are in love. They never let anything get in the way with how they show it, or how they act. They look at each other the same way they did when they first met. They act as if they just met, every day. 

Noah & Ali - They have undying love. They never gave up on each other. They fought, tooth and nail for each other. They laid everything out on the line, all the time. 

most importantly.

• don’t try and change my beliefs.
• dont try and take me away from my friends
• dont worry about me cheating. if i truly love you, i won’t go behind your back. i might be a flirt, and i joke around, but thats me. im a very, SEXUAL person joke wise.
• don’t under ANY circumstances pretend to choke me, raise your hand to pretend to hit me, or raise your voice. i will cower, and cry, and even run.
• if im in a horrible mood, dont try and cheer me up, or make me smile. if i piss you off THAT much, leave. all i want is someone to put their arm around me or hug me, and tell me they care.
• dont ever be afraid to text me, or call me. if you need me, ill be there.
• dont underestimate how much i could love you.