smile , cry ; just live.

My name is Ashley Maria Margaret Monkman.

I was supposed to be named Skylar Ashton Monkman if I was a boy. I don’t mind it at all if you call me Sky. To be honest, I prefer it! I’m 16 years old. I have grown hair, and hazel eyes. I love music, art, books, and baggy hoodies.  Right now, I’m taken by a lovely boy, and he makes me very happy.

I firmly believe anyone is allowed to love WHOMEVER they want. Whether it be boyxboy, girlxgirl, boyxgirl, or anything in between. I support everyone, and everyone has the right to feel comfortable with who they are romantically, sexually and physically. I’ll love you no matter what. If you’re a girl wanting a penis, I’m cool with that. If you’re a boy who likes boys and girls, I’m cool with that. If you’re not sure what you are, and you’re trying to figure it out, I’m still cool with that. I’ll accept you no matter what.

And then there’s me. I have been so confused with who I am it’s horrible. I like girls, but I also like boys. I want to be a boy, but I don’t want know if I’m ready to “go all the way” yet. Obviously that would take a while longer to figure out. All I know is i want to be a girls knight in shining armor. And then other days, I want to be my boy’s princess.

Oh, the quarrels of teenage hormones, epiphanies, and realizations.

All I can do is take a drink, sneak out late at night, kiss someone after the suns gone down, and smoke a bowl and live my life to the best I can at the young age of 16.

Right?